Tuesday, March 29, 2011

whoop whoop

This weekend I got a car!! A Pontiac grandprix. I so love it!! It is great to at last have a car of my own. Very happy!
We were sooooo lazy about getting up Saturday morning. I had hoped to get up and out by 10. After the long long week we all wanted to sleep in. Ok well me and Wayne..so we did. It was after noon by the time we left. We stopped at one car lot and looked at one car. I test drove it without Wayne and the kids just the car salesman. It was great so BAM sold!! WE were the first ones to buy a car that day so they dropped the price by allot. It took no time at all and I drove away in my new pretty car. This is making life so much easier again! Have you ever had one car for two people that have two different days? It doesn't work!!! This week I have a crazy ass work schedule so it wouldn't have worked. Granted Wayne is the bread winner. I can not be a let down to my own job and kids. And now I have a car payment I get to make! Work I must work I must. It's all good I like my job!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

O.k. Everyone we are going car shopping again this weekend. This one truck thing isn't working what soever. So once again we for sure are going Saturday to look for a car. I hope we find one except the thought alone tires me out.
I am so tired from what has been such a long week. So many Dr's visits and errands. The truck is such a gas hog and all this running around is killing me! I'll not complain though because my brain is to tired to think about such things that annoy me. So Instead I am off to do mindless laundry.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Stupid cars

So this weekend A second tire on the van went flat. Sitting there all by itself. Now Waynes truck got a big ol chip in the windsheild as I was driving down the highway behind a big ol rock truck. He already said about the second flat tire "what the hell did you run over!" ummmmm I haven't because IT'S NOT DRIVABLE. The damned thing would have gone flat before this weekend had I ran over something!!! Come close to me and i'll castrate you >:( for that comment!! Anyway so now that thats been blaimed one me I am waiting for something to be said about the chip in the truck..Anybody need a weenie and to golf balls??
We found a great car this weekend that would have been so nice to have..as we all know there is that one thing we just can't afford the payments on..to bad it had to be this. The payments would have still been good but not good enough for us. We decided on what we would pay and not 1 penny over. Even telling the car sales men this. God there annoying. And by the way asshole my mouth isn't on my boobs!! I had a hoodie on not like they were out there! uggg..Car sales men are a pain..and the next guy who only looks at my husband as if he is the only one buying the car is going to find out what it's like to live under a cactus. Hellooooooo it's me you have to sell to!! The man is just for decoration! ok and his credit score..but still! when a woman walks on the lot with the man the car is most likely going to be either for her or ummmmfor her..so next time look at me first ok?? I will give the first lot we test drove some points in that they weren't so bad except the boob thing..where this is going in the end is no car for star and more thought on hiring a driver.

Friday, March 18, 2011

been forever!

So sorry everyone for not blogging IN forever. I couldn't remember my blog stuff because our computer crashed with all my sites and favorite's. Alot as some of you know has happened.I think I've lost my mind in all thats gone on.
Bailey has had tummy problems which we thought we had fixed. Lately though she is having issues again. We are adding more better foods to her diet. I think it's going well. As of this week we are switching to organic milk. I hate the cost of it!
Wayne now sleeps on the couch because of his snoring. I made him go to the Dr because it was bad! One of us had to sleep on the couch so he decided he would stay out there because other wise I end up out there. He did two sleep studies. He has so many issues. Some from the snoring some He already had. He will getting his nose operated on as well. He has so many sinus infections and can't breathe. we are keeping our fingers crossed this will help some of his issues. Theres just ta many to list. He does have sleep apnea and it's not good. He has whats called rem syndrome. It's rare and if not taken care of is fatal. he never goes into rem sleep. His body uses all it's glucose trying to sleep. he craves lots sugar because of this so he gets up at night and eats tons of crap. He has gained alot of weight and is now working on getting the pounds off. He will be on a cpap machine very soon and will be back in bed where he belongs. I get the job of making sure he is still breathing whenever I get up. Keep your fingers crossed for us!!
Killian was diagnosed with adhd and this has been difficult. He is ever so emotional right now. It is awful.
As for me I am just losing my mind. Nothing new there.
Our family has been through so much this year already. This week (as I know youv'e read) The van is now unusable and we will be at last looking for a car for me this weekend. I am nervous about this and get the bad feeling I won't be getting one. Iwas positive when i wrote the I am lucky post and I truly was that day. It freaks me the hell out thinking that something could have so easly could have happened while Bailey and I were out doing errands. That tire should have given out while we were out on the highway. We were so lucky it went flat (the tire was more rotten then we knew) when the kids and I were leaving work. And very lucky that we had family close by to help. Wayne was out of town. It was a cold night and we couldn't have walked home. I really hope we can get a good car at what we can afford. Again keep your fingers crossed!!

Friday, December 3, 2010

So Thanksgiving kind of bombed. We went to the buffet with the whole family. we all agreed that we won't do that again. The pregnant lady was a dip shit about coming and I felt like kicking her. I should be more understanding about pregnancy hormones but I'm not!The grandparents didn't hardly talk. Wayne was pissed and felt like he was the problem. They didn't really talk to anyone. What made me mad is we paid for the grandma and there was no thank you!And that pretty normal for them both. Wayne had a very bad headache so we were the first ones to leave. Friday our small family had our own Thanksgiving at home and was very yummy.
Wayne has had headaches for a very long time and they are getting very very bad. He is on a couple of meds that we are hoping will help. He hasn't been on them long enough to know this yet. He is supposed to do a sleep lab to but they haven't called so I guess we will have to do the calling ourselves. It makes me so mad that The Dr's office aren't making the appointments when they say they will get it done.
As for me I to am having my issues still. I have been trying all kinds of meds that so far haven't worked. In fact they work opposite!It has been very trying. I just want to feel normal and it doesn't seem like that is in my future for awhile. Lets hope that changes.
Bailey is doing better on her medicine. There are allot less tummy aches. So much so I don't think we will have to switch to something else.
Killian is doing great. Hes the only one not on something! At least there is one healthy person among us!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving!! It is 9:23 am and I am starving!! We are going to a buffet to eat instead of cooking. It's the only way for all the family to be together. Wayne and our small family will be making our Thanksgiving tomorrow. I can't wait!! Even though today would have been nice to have all the stuff to snack on for the rest of the day.
I can't help but think that tomorrow will be a slow morning at work (yes I get to work but only 2 hours). I just can't see anyone coming in to work out the day after Thanksgiving. But I could be wrong!
Anyway HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Friday, November 12, 2010

At last a update!!! Sorry guys my computer has been down so long. I never had time to do anything really at my mother in laws on hers. That and her house grosses me out and I don't like staying there very long. I will try to remember everything I can cause there is so much. I didn't read my last blog so sorry if I repeat anything.
My car crocked and we have had to barrow Genevas (the mother in law) old hunk of shit van. An hour after we brought the thing home the back window fell out!!!! This was very upsetting. We had just brought it from Waynes nephews house. He had it for a week or two and nothing happened!! I have it an hour and thats what happens to us! But that is our luck. It is November 12th and I still don't have a window. The plastic is so awful and I hate being out in public. I feel like such white trash!! I've gone from a Yukon to a van that doesn't even belong to me! And for that part I am glad. God I hate this ugly van..and I said I would NEVER drive one! It doesn't seem that I will be getting my own car anytime soon. I can't tell you how much that pisses me off and how horribly poor it makes me feel.
Bailey went to the hospital this last Tuesday because of the amount of tummy aches she has been having over the past year. We took her to the Childrens hospital in Spokane. There they knocked her out and looked at her insides using a camera. She was soooooo funny when they gave her the "loopy" meds. The only time she got upset was when they put the IV in. we knew that would happen, thats why she got doped up! The only time I got upset was when I saw her go into twilight. Seeing my baby close her eyes so fast being put under still gives me the chills. I hated seeing that and wish I would have turned away. It felt more like I was loosing her.
I asked when they were done if I could come in while she was still sleeping. I wanted to change her earrings! This is something she WILL NOT let me do. They all laughed and let me do it. Bailey hates anything done that has to do with her hair or ears. This makes everything hard. Shampooing, brushing, blow drying, and making the mess all look pretty. It just doesn't work, but I make her of course. (and by the way she just had her first haircut!! She even let them do all the above things. She got a "updo" and sparkles in her fair! along with a certifacate saying it was her first haircut and a little bad of her hair! I love Monkey Dooz!)
Anyway we waited forever for her to come to. It was so funny when she did come out of it. It was BAM awake!! they offered her apple juice, animal cookies, and goldfish. She only had a few sips of the juice but stuffed the cookies in as fast as she could. She was very hungry. It was 2pm and she hadn't been allowed to eat from the night before. After we left we went in search of food. We ate at Perkins. Bailey ate grapes and juice and a big ol cookie they gave her. She ate all the way until 7oclock thatnight when we got home. It was crazy! She did drive us crazy because she was so emotional. She went from hyper to bawling at the drop of a hat.
We had taken to White Elephant (pretty fun store that has a bit of everything)and let her pick out a toy. She talks nonstop about barbies. Thats whatshe had picked out until she saw a stuffed animal that looked like our cat Sushi. So thats what she got. Now that we are home it is tossed to the side like everything else.
It was nice not to have Killian with us. He was with his Aunt and Uncle the whole time. He said he didn't miss us at all. Gee thanks alot Killian!
Yesterday the byopsy report came back and Bailey has reflux. I was surprised because shes always been so healthy. Nobody else was.

As for myself I have been to the Dr tons myself. I have always had the weird breathing issue. It drives me nuts. Still not sure what it is even though I have had tons of tests done. I have one more test then we should come to some conclusion. I have an idea but will wait to see if I am right.

My husband Wayne has his own issues. He works sooooooo hard. He is crazy busy right now and we don't get to see him very much. It sucks and I don't that the money is all that worth it. This job is killing him! And yes I mean that. This past summer I think it was I took him to the Dr because of the terrible headaches hes been having. They kept him for 2 houres because he was close to stroking out! He is only 32. His blood pressure is very high because of his job. The stress is just unreal. I am just now getting him to go back because he is getting intense headaches and dizzy again. He was supposed to go for a follow up months ago. But his job just doesn't give him the time to take care of himself. So this is his last busy season with this company. They drive him to hard. This scares me only because the money is better then anything else he can get. Now that Bailey is on Prevacid and Wayne on Prlosec and me and my 8 meds its alot of money on meds that we cant afford with out good insurance. So if i end up in the nuthouse you will know that it was because we can't afford any of them anymore!

Killian is a healthy kid at last and has no restrictions to his diet!! He has been loving it 100%. I no longer have to say no I am sorry buddy your allergic to that. At least one of us is good to go now!

My doggie (well we've had him for little more then a year now) Bruiser must leave our family. He has attacked Killian twice now. Not that it hurts because his teeth are sooooo tiny and very dull. But he did bite Killian and Wayne says he has to go. He did bite me too but I am understanding to that one time because Killian would not leave him alone and so Bruiser let him know the only way Killian was going to listen. Running to his kennel I went to grab him to put him outside and he bit me too. But I understand that. This last time though Killian wasn't even paying him any attention! Killian was watching tv way across from Bruiser. Bruiser had been happly sitting on top of Wayne and Bailey who was also snuggleing with Wayne. Bruiser just flew off Wayne and ran up on Killian and bit him!! So he has to go. He is such a cute good little dog. he just doesn't like Killian! I will be sad to see him go.At the same time it will be nice not to have to deal with him. He has to stay in his kennel almost the whole time he is in the house. He has been peeing in his kennel and I had him broke of that. I won't have to shove him out in crappy weather for him to go out and do his business. So there are pluses. No I will not get another animal. I am very tired of them. We will still have Porkchop and Sushi. I won't ever own another cat either.
Well if I think of anything else I will blog to you again! Now that my computer seems to be working I will blog often!
Don't worry everyone I star I come through everything!! Rain or shine I won't go away!