I am getting so frustrated. I am tired of feeling more like Wayne's roommate. We don't sleep together..in ANYWAY. The kids drive me insane. Killian is doing great on his meds I do have to report. With out them He is uncontrollably bouncing off the walls. Bailey is Bailey. A little girl who throws BIG fits. Yesterday at work she was so upset at me for leaving her in the daycare room (to go get a mama who had a pee pee girl)the class in the studio (yoga of course) could hear her!! Lucky I hope maybe just the mama I was looking for. GRRRRRRRRRR. I need a small vacation on my own again. I am not really sure whered I'd go. Last year I went to Sand point to visit my Grandma. Now that she is gone I'm not sure what to do. Twin sounds o.k. except that is so far away. We will be going sometime in the near future but I will not get to really visit. Sucha shame, I really miss my friends there. It's so funny that I wanted to move so badly from there and now I just miss my friends so awful much. I did hate Twin Falls though. It felt so "toxic" to me. But I miss our house that was in Kimberly. It doesn't matter that it was to small. I loved it. We had everything painted and a new kitchen along with an additional living room. A shop for Wayne to dink around in. He is now talking about selling all his stuff because he doesn't feel he will ever get to use it again. I tell him no please don't do that someday we will have a house again with a shop. There is noway to replace those very expensive things.
He is hoping this summer to find a job in Spokane (lord I hope I'm not repeating myself a whole bunch!). It is very nice there but the winters suck. There is plenty more to do and much better shopping (like I need that right?). As far as his health I don't know what will happen. I worry about me as well. With the Dr saying again it is possible I have been misdiagnosed it's going to be a long road and I will always need a Dr and they cost allot! Up to $300 a session. With insurance it's just a copay. I'd have to go to the nut house other wise just cause I can't afford to go other wise!
I am sorry to say that the cat is for sure not going with us the next time we move. It has been a hard decision but this week I have made my mind up for sure. It has been a good 7 years with her (minus the barfing she does. She has begun to barf nearly everyday. I have watched this for awhile now but it is getting worse and I just can't listen to it anymore. The many things she has ruined because she throws up on it. Every night being woke up to her barfing or trying. All the sneezing she does. She wheezes and that is sounding worse. I can't afford a vet just yet but as soon as I can she is going..and most likely not coming back with me. I hope the kids will be o.k. she has grown up with Killian. I got her when I was pregnant with him. They are 5 months apart. I after this cat though will NEVER own another one. I always pick bad ones. Keep your fingers crossed for us that our luck will be as good as I hope it will!