So here we are down to 4 days left of school!!! I am very excited for Killian to get to move forward. I cried when his teacher told me he wasn't being held back!!! I am just so proud of him! Mrs. Aldrich and I had had a meeting last trimester. She had said unless Killian had a GREAT amount of progress he would be held back. I was crushed. I was upset. Both Wayne and I just knew Killian would be held back. Killian had so many issues in kindergarten up to this point. We just didn't feel he was ready to move on. Both Wayne and I were held back in kindergarten. It didn't make me feel ANY better. I didn't want Killian to continue this curse of his parents. Wayne had told Killian (BAD!BAD!WAYNE!)during some part of the year that if Killian passed Kindergarten he would get him a 4 wheeler. I think Killian was supposed to have his phone # memorized too. Anyways now Wayne has to pay up!!! OK. back on track now- So I decided to call Mr's Aldrich cause I didn't know if my kid was moving on or what. She told me Killian did a complete turn around!!! Behaviour is now great, keeps on task, focuses, wants to learn AND be apart of whats going on. It was ALOT for Killian to improve on and BAM he did it!! I don't take any credit for it either. I think Killian had to decide he when he was ready. No matter what we were sayin or what we offered was helping. Hell we even offered slurpys if he'd just try to do his spelling quizzes (and he still won't do them)!Oh and FYI if you have a 7 11 they might sell the metal slurpy straws. They are big and pretty cool! Man they get cold!! Anyways all I can say is-my son did it!! I am sad they don't get a little ceremony. Someone said it was to much work. WTF? I hope that wasn't why they chose not to. I would have loved to have gone. I have a beaming smile a mile wide anyways!

So I am now trying a new med. So far it's well....not sure. I feel somewhat better and can somewhat deal with things a bit better. I do have someways to go. I am just getting used to this med. I might not even stay on it. It makes me jittery. It's driving me nuts. It's time released and that alone is making it hard to figure out the best time to take it. It knocks my ass out!! Only with this one the last couple of nights I have noticed that when i'm ready for bed I am ready for bed! I am O U T! Each night is different. It's highly annoying. I don't believe I will be taking it for much of my vacation. And that by the way is coming up fast! I am hopping this med , if it does work out for me, will not make me gain weight. That is why I am trying it. But is a side effect of it. uggg..isn't there such a thing as a good side effect?

I am back on Weight Watchers this week. I went off for 3 weeks and gained as much. I feel much better so I can work on myself image again. Last week I didn't go work out one single time. I plan on going tonight. I hope I make it! I don't feel that it really matters a bunch working out or not. But I like to go and I do have stronger arms for pump class. I just need my belly to take the hint as well and take a leave of absence. nough said..