Here we are getting ready to go on vacation!! It's going to be great!EXCEPT for Baileys tantrums. I have had all I can take. It's every damned day. Tonight she through a good one when she went to bed. I had to put her in her room and walk away. I am so fucking sick of it!! The fighting my two do is awful as well. I thought having them close together would be a good thing. It hasn't been. It is so hard being a mom!
Last years vacation was awful with all the melt downs. I swore I wouldn't do it again till Bailey was done taking naps. Well here are again going. It is a much needed vacation. I just hope the kids can mind this time. Last year I left everybody at the cabin and drove around by myself to cool off. I just hope this year will not be the same..if it is i'm gonna have a long cry!
I am very excited to go. Everybody gets to meet my Aunt Lilly. She is my most favorite person in the whole world. I wish I could be like her. I have to much of a big mouth for that and it isn't going to change.
I have to say tomarrow morning is going to suck. Wayne has to work till 2am and we are getting up at 6:30. Needless to say I will be driving. But I like to drive anyways.The kids have there dvd player so all is good there. Or should be. We have sooooo much stuff to take. It's crazy! But we are staying at a KOA camping cabin and you have to provide all the bedding and what not. We take a feather bed so it takes up a ton of room. There beds are awful!! This year I got a 2 room cabin hoping it will provide us with a little more space for all our suitcases. They are REALLY tiny, Not anywhere you can sit around and really enjoy the inside. It's just for sleeping and thats it. The outside isn't to bad. Theres a lovely swing and a bbq that we only use for marshmellows.
Well keeps your fingers crossed for me!