So much is going on today. I have been angry with Wayne. I need attention and am not getting it!! In any sort of way if you get what I mean. I will give him a little break cause he went crazy cleaning my kitchen. So that was really cool. It hasn't looked as good as it does the intire time we've been here. Wayne has also been working very hard. Every day this past week he has worked late. But I still have needs damn it!!
So I talked to my Aunt tonight about my grandma. My grandma has (also) bone cancer in her arm. Maybe I am not understanding something but to me it sounds like she has two differnt cancers. Is that possible? Maybe I am lost on the cancer thing all together. Anyway grandma isn't doing well. The stories I hear are heart breaking. She spent the night on the couch because she couldn't get up. The sad part is it wasn't laying on her back. She was stuck at a odd angle. She had had her legs up and just couldn't get off the couch again. Instead of calling out for her son that was there at the time she suffered till he got up the next morning.
I heard she fell in the shower and couldn't get out. My sister was visiting Sandpoint and went over to her house for a visit with her. They knocked on the house door and grandma didn't come. Luckly the door was open and Daurene went ahead and went in. She helped grandma out of the shower. This is what my Aunt said and I am sure there are details missing. I guess I won't know sense nobody else talks to me. I don't mind being out of the loop with the family except when it comes to health issues with the ones I love. I am deciding when to go to Sandpoint to see grandma.
Waynes dad we found out has prostate cancer. Lucky for Gale it is a stage 1 and is easly taken care of. He has options on the way it can be removed. So this is good. His life span will be the same as it always has.
Geneva is a loss. She makes me so mad. I am not the only one with these feelings either. None of us feel she takes good care of Gale. She still expects him to get a job!!!! I have told her she can work easier then he can. She won't. She is losing it once again. I hope my kids stay healthy cause I can't take them to work if they are sick and have to depend on Geneva to care for them for the 2 hours I am there. Reality has lost its grasp on this woman. Another thing that bothers me is when any of us try to talk to her about say Gale, she changes the subject and starts talking about the necklaces she is making and buying beads. WTF? To be fair, at one time long ago we did everything together. I spent alot of time with her. We shopped alot and did crafts. We were always doing something together. We had fun and enjoyed each others company. But somewhere along the way that stopped and she was lost in her own head. Sleep issues didn't help. Like really bad sleeping issues. I am just horrified about her actions or lack of these days. Her carpet is so soiled with animal pee. She doesn't hardly clean Gales sheets. And well she is just a pig. It's disgusting.
anyways I hear Wayne and need to play catch up. I am sure there will be something to write later!