Well so much for the new pills. If you read my post on facebook you'll know. They made me sooooo sick. I woke up this morning and ran for the toilet. That made me even sicker. I can't get the pee smell under control. It's so gross. That made me even sicker. I tried barfing but nothing came up. Thank god cause who likes to puke? I will have to go to the Dr again. Wayne doesn't want me taking anything. Sleeping pills are no good he says. They aren't just for sleeping. But he is right. I guess I had better get used to getting up at 3am. I really don't wanna try anything else. I am sure I will though..SO I guess that I will be hanging out on the couch sipping tea till I feel better. I won't be taking those pills tonight for sure!!!

Killian had his Valentines party at school last night. It was alot of fun. Bailey got to do lots of crafts too. They each got tons of candy. Then of course grape pop for the ride home along with panda express for dinner. Killians favorite. It was a fun family night. Wayne even came with us. Yaaaaaa!

So if any of you have noticed that someone on facebook is calling me Net it's one of my sisters. we haven't talked in nearly 6 1/2 years. Frankly it could keep going that way and I wouldn't care. Wayne says I push them away. But really there was only a short time any of got along well. After my dad died they treated me like dog shit, except my sister Daurene and her husband. Thank god they were there for me. After that intire mess none of have talked sense. Except Daurene and me. And even that has stopped now. I expect because she doesn't like what I say on Facebook. Whatever. It is hard for me to think I am related to anyone. My mother Vi is a crack (yes I push away!!crack is the nice word for her, the other c word is more her name. Shes the one I get my issues from. Shes crazy there for I am. IT's genetics. I can't blame it all on her though because things have happened in my life that would cause anyone to be crazy. No I won't get into that. Utah and family is what happened. nuff said. ok i'm off to go make another cup of tea. I feel icky.