well so far so good on not taking any sleep/anxiety pills. I have been able to sleep for the most part. I am glad they are out of my system.

Baileys birthday is in about a month. I have been freaking out about it. We don't really have a plan. I know we are taking her to Eatza Pizza and are having banana splits. Times and everything else is up in the air. At least I have some sort of a plan I guess.
Today I bought her 3 summer dresses for her birthday. They are darling. But somehow I don't see her getting excited about opening a bad of clothes. I tried the clothes on at the store and it wasn't good. She screemed and cried at me the intire time. She kept telling me they were scratchy. The tags were getting her. I am sure she will remember that this summer when I go to put one on her.I will hope she forgets about it. The dresses are just to cute. I will have to find her something besides dresses to wear though.

One good thing happening is we will be paying off a bunch of little bills with our tax return. We will then have the 3 credit cards to deal with some day. My Yukon we will be paying on till Nov then that debt is paid. I hope the credit card companies can hold on. It will be a long while before we have money to deal with them. At least we are stepping in the right direction. The guy helping us up our credit scores still tells us not to pay anything off but we feel differently. We are going to go with our gut feeling.

Oh I have to go back to the subject of Baileys party. I am worried that it will turn out like last years nightmare. I wanted to leave for her birthday but maybe this year everyone will get along...everyones not invited though. I think back to last year and wanna puke. The day just didn't turn out how it was supposed to thinks to a certain family memeber. I won't blame him for everything. Not like Bailey was all that fun. She didn't want anything to do with opening presents. She had a awful tantrum. If this year sucks then I give up on next years!!